Hello My Lovelies,
If you’ve been reading my blogs lately, you’ll know that Ive been having a tough time of things but I haven’t actually explained why. It seems as if life just wants to throw curveballs at me one after the other, but theres one thing I don’t do and thats give up!!
I may break down sometimes, but I will always make it back onto my feet.
On Friday the 7th of July, I lost my best friend, my four legged shadow Buster. Sadly, old age had gotten the best of him. It happens to the best of us and I’m well aware of that but that doesn’t make it any easier.
Normally when I’ve had a bad day all I want to do is cuddle up with him and talk to him about it but now I can’t do that, I end up cuddling up with his favourite Star Wars toys instead.
Ill find myself sitting on the couch watching tv and ill check under my feet before I get up so I don’t stand on him, hanging over the banister to say Morning & Night to him and our sleepovers that we had every weekend, although its not the same now because he’s not here.
I work on a 2 person team, myself & Harriet. When she heard about what happened she brought me a couple of little presents to cheer me up. One of them was a diary, which I’ve actually been trying to use to help me cope with not being able to talk to buster. I couldn’t thank Harriet enough for this because it really helped me through my first day back at work after it had happened.
I also took my driving test yesterday and failed. I feel a little hard done by for what I failed on but at least I know where to improve. Ive booked my next test and I’m going to keep persevering.
Stay Weird … X
Most importantly stay strong!
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